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Keep focused. Get past this.
Don’t entertain thoughts like you won’t.
It’s one then another, another again.
The pills slip down your throat.

And I am going somewhere now.
Disturbing way, but I will get out.
With such fury in my veins, I have to.
It doesn’t matter to me how.

My hatred burns, but I bleed slow.
Waiting to empty, I do not hope.
I dare you leave me here face down.
My world I swear won’t hear me drown.

Leave me here in blood face down.
No one will hear a sound.

I grip the blade my heart will taste.
Twisting and twisting, whatever it takes.

Disturbing way, I have to
Such fury in my veins, I have to.
Whatever it takes, I have to.
It doesn’t matter to me how.
Disturbing way, but I have to.
Such fury in my veins, I have to.
Whatever it takes, I have to.
It doesn’t matter to me how.
I am going somewhere now.
It doesn’t matter to me how.

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from The Cruel Meanwhile, released September 25, 2020

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Allyson Marie Cincinnati, Ohio

Allyson is a self taught musician / singer-songwriter who has written and produced her work independently since 2007.

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